Joined Sep 29 2012
60 years old
I am a widowed mother of 4 children,2 of who are grown and living on their own and 2 of who are special needs that I take care of by myself. Recently, due to dealing with life changing events, I made it my goal to hop on my own lil train and go on a spiritual journey and I refuse to get off the train until I have arrived at the destination I wish to be at..which means I will probably be on this train til my passing. I have had many spiritual experiences since I was a young child but because of the way my life was and the people around me..I never really had an explanation for them to encourage me to investigate. My feelings, thoughts and emotions however told me different and I knew it would be up to me to find the spiritual side which I so desperately needed and still need to this day. I recently was drawn to How To Read the Akashic Records and its continuation of How To Heal Thru the Akashic Records both by Linda Howe. I also came across Intuitive Living by Alan Seale which seems to be a summation of everything I ever read over many years. I feel like a lost soul right now and am currently "playing school" with these 3 books. I have read one completely and the other 2 I'm in the middle of. I underline, take notes, and reread to remember. So far I've got questions but I'm continuing in hopes of having an eventual answer. I do go to a Spiritualist church in my area and one member of the church I look at as my mentor. He is currently having a class on Mindlessness vs Mindfulness and going more into detail of meditation. I hope by being on this site I can learn the things my mind is inquiring about. I know I have special gifts but bottom line is I don't know how to reach my potential and so I'm hoping that should anyone read this...I am very open for friendly suggestions and helpful advice...